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So. Am spending twenty ninth of december at a movie with my boyfriend, after which he's taking me home to meet his family for dinner.





Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenervous. His parents have been together twenty five years. White bread, middle class, comfortable lifestyle. Mother works, as well as father. Normal balanced family. As in, the DEFINITION THEREOF. So basically I'm so out of my depth it isn't even funny. It's kind of sad.

I will just pretend I'm with B'gee's family. They're normal.

When I consider this I realize how patently ridiculous this concern is, and it's an insecurity I've never really felt before, come to think of it. It's normal, I suppose, to feel a certain need to justify myself to them. At the same time, I absolutely refuse to change who I am, and I am extremely proud of my mother and our circumstance... Jesus. I hate this.

In all seriousness, what's the worst thing that could happen? *shrug* So long as I don't wear anything too lowcut this'll be fine.

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OMG


My brother just saw a screencap from Way of the Gun on my computer and said 'Why the heck do you have a picture of Justin Timberlake?'

I cry a little inside.